At the time I'm going to move forward
I run the miles back to the soberest state of mind
The road is greedy
So I fall and caged by the same slammer
That used to trap me with sweet talk and promises
So hard to take it
Yet so haunting to get off
On the night I no longer want anything but loyalty
He got me again
Despite being the place where I lost myself
The shoulder you offer without being asked
The ears of a good listener
Slowly bring me back into a whole again
We have those eyes of broken hearts
Being scared of what life might put us through
Building self-protection up too high
Trying to fix each other
But lose control so often
Fall treacherously deep into a who's-wrong-and-who's-right game
And end up hurting
This is not only about being crushed by betrayals and lies
It's like part of me has mentally ripped off a half
At least that's what's my supportive mind can't handle properly
Because I'm a loser
And I know that
I'm sorry
By the last chance my brain got ignorant,
I put all the scattered pieces of me and stand up
I want to go home and heal my wounds
It's never been easy to trust a doctor
But I'll try because it's you
I've always tried
So please don't go
Or pour some more gasoline on the ember
The fire's sometimes too wild to tame
And I'm either too fragile or too strong to fight
I just want to be with you and heal everything
Nothing else
This night,
Blow me a kiss on the forehead
Let us dive into the peace of dream
Forget all the breakdowns
And let's try to love again tomorrow
Forever.
—b, 08/19/18
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